suddenly math teacher come to a 7 y/o girl that sitting in the front, she whispered to that girl “i hope in future u wouldn’t be too nice to everyone, or it will hurt urself”. the girl asked “i didn’t get it, is it wrong for being nice?” . “its not honey, but you will understand when the time comes”.
time flies so fast, that 7 y/0 girl turning 16 this year. unfortunately, she didn’t listen to her teachers advice back then. she keep being nice to other, helping, smiling, spearing positive energy to everyone she could. did she get that hurt? yes she was.
did she change her choice, to be not kind? no, i dont think so.
“in a world where you can be everything, be kind.” said her.
i thought being nice will make everything goes beautiful. i thought that universe will repay all of the kindness i made for others. i thought that everyone is mature enough to repay it too. no, it isn’t. well, maybe in other lifetime everything will be repayed..
at the end of the day, its never been someones responsibility to make us happy. we have ourself, and its more than enough.
somedays, i wonder if i ever find love. but then i realized that a girl that smiles to stranger, pray over people that sit in the roadside and emergency vehicles, always forgiving others, always saying “yes” when someone ask for help, praying that everyone will get blessed, comforting others, talk to old folks so that they will not feel lonely and wave to babies, putting her loved ones mentality in her priority, is exist in this world..
and if i am her, i guess im the love i’ve been looking for
